For a while I was convinced that I saw the world. But the world as a whole was unreachable for my eyes, and I saw only fragments of it. And everything that I saw, I called 'world fragments'. And I observed characteristics of those fragments and, by observing them, I developed a science.
I understood that there were intelligent and unintelligent characteristics in the fragments. I distinguished the fragments and gave them proper names. And depending on their characteristics, I saw the world fragments to be either intelligent or unintelligent.
There were also world fragments that could deduce. And these fragments also observed the other world fragments, and me. And all those fragments were similar to each other, and I was similar to them. And I would talk to those fragments.
I would say: "Fragments are the thunder."
The fragments would say: "A heap of time."
I would say: "I am, also, a part of some trinity."
The parts would respond: "We are seeing nothing but little specks."
And suddenly, I stopped seeing them, and then I stopped seeing the rest of the fragments.
And I feared that the world was disappearing.
But then I understood that I did not see the parts of the world anymore, but all the world as a whole. At first I thought that this was NOTHINGNESS. But then I understood that this was the world, and that what I had been seeing earlier, was not the world. And I always knew that this was the world, but, what that was that I had been seeing earlier, I still do not know.
When the fragments disappeared, their intelligent characteristics stopped being intelligent, and their unintelligent characteristics stopped being unintelligent. And the world as a whole stopped being intelligent or unintelligent. But when I understood that I was seeing the world as a whole, I suddenly stopped seeing it at all. I got scared because I thought the world had disappeared. And while I was thinking, I understood, that if the world really had disappeared than I could not be thinking. And I looked, searched for the world, but I could not find it. After that I did not know where to look. Then I remembered that, no matter whether I looked or not -- the world was always around me. And now it was not anymore. There was only me.
And then I realized, that I was the world.
But the world was not me.
Although, at the same time, I was the world.
But the world was not me.
But I was the world.
But the world was not me.
But I was the world.
But the world was not me.
But I was the world.
And after that I did not think anything anymore.
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
Production photos of A Thought About Raya by The Debate Society, produced in Portland, Oregon in 2006
Photo by Ericka Heidrick
Written and Performed by Hannah Bos and Paul Thureen
Directed and Developed by Oliver Butler
"There was a redheaded man who had no eyes or ears. He didn't have hair either, so he was called a redhead arbitrarily.
He couldn't talk because he had no mouth. He didn't have a nose either.
He didn't even have arms or legs. He had no stomach, he had no back, no spine, and he didn't have any insides at all. There was nothing! So we don't even know who we're talking about.
