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Send to a friend GOD!!! I suck so bad!!! I don't know what to do, and I do at the same time. It's driving me nuts. I met a girl last night at a bar who I have always thought was absolutely dazzling but never had the balls to at least say hi and have a drink with her, but I was feelin kinda good last night, pretty confident. So I sat down next to her and ended up talkin with her most of the night. I even got to sneak a kiss in which she did not refuse. It was awesome!!! I was feelin her, she was feelin back, heard? 8-)Anyway, it turns out that I wake up this morning and find out that the entire night, I was starting to build real feelings for her, the deep, intimate kind that makes you act retarded#-). It may sound gay, but I just feel powerless to this gravitational pull she has on me. I would like to think of myself as a "I got everything you need baby" kinda person, but I just draw blanks and end up staring like "derrrr..." Its a ****in emotional rollercoaster!!!
Back to why I suck and why I am a big floppy *****. I got her number after I made sure she could drive with "ye old follow-the-pen test." She had to leave the club early cuz she had work at 6:30 am....sux, but we're supposed to hang out tonight... where's the problem, huh? I couldn't stop thinkin about her all night, like obsessively... AHHH!!! :-0 I really dig this girl. The only thing is, now that the time to call is coming closer, I'm getting really nervous, almost scared to do it, and I really don't want her to get away. Its like George W Bush in a nice dress suit, it just won't go away!!! If anyone else knows what I'm talkin about, then hell yeah! I'm not alone having been stuck in neutral. Thinking about its eating me alive. Well blow my head off with a ceiling fan!
I can't whine about it, nobody else can bring my feelings into the light.
I can't let it get to me, or I'll be sorry when she slips outta my sight.
I guess I'll give this love thing another shot.
I must admit I miss it a lot.
Here I go. Time to get my focus.
God knows I'll need it w/a little hocus pokus.
#-) LATA!!! DAMN YOU CUPID!!!:-/;-)
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